It's been really long.
It's just that I'm too lazy.
I was going through everybody's blogs the other day.
and it made me so happy.
I told Rupsha for the millionth time that I'll kill her if she ever deleted her blog.
It has too many things on it.
I'm glad blogger exists.
Infact I posted the last few things because i was scared ill forget them.
and i don't want to forget them.
And there are many things that I haven't put up and I know that they won't strike me in years.
And that's when I get very sad.
8's running now you know.
And I had thought 8 was a long way off.
I remember sitting in KFC on Vikrams's birthday,telling Trisha to calm down about ICSE results and thinking that its been a year since that happened to me.
One whole year.
That's 365 days.The time between two decembers.
No that doesn't explain it.
Between two of my birthdays.My birthday always takes a long time to come.
Birthdays are actually stupid you know.I feel so funny that day.Its really silly.But this isn't about birthdays and its a bad example in any case.
I don't know.
I just want the weekends to come.Or even a thursday.Because thursday is a good day.There's nothing in the evening on thursdays. Even sunday evenings are bad.That way the whole run through monday,tuesday and wednesday pretty much sucks.
I have too many things to do these days.
That was the best summer vaction I had ever had.
And now I won't have summer vactions anymore.
Then there was the rain week.
And I badly wanted to go to school because I thought that this is going to be one of the last few times that it's going to rain during school. Most probably never again will there be a time when school's almost empty.
Once in class seven, me and Rajasee got out of sanskrit class and it was DARK.
really dark.
And we got very happy.
I'm in 12 now.
That was five years ago.
I joined school in class 5.
I was a dork.
No. i just looked like a dork.
Especially in 7.
Once I scratched my leg against a big screw jutting out of the desk and there was a nice,big white scar.Rajasee and Jahnavi were staring at it because it was just WHITE and it wasn't bleeding.It did after sometime though.I think we were writing the roleplay then but i was fighting with somebody at the back.
I remember a lot of things.The other day, I was lying flat on the roof and the moon was looking very nice.The moon always looks very nice from the roof.
But that day there was big circle around it. They showed in Practical Magic that a halo around the moon is a a bad omen.
But this wasn't a halo.It was a big circle.And it was white,not coloured.
I thought I should take a picture.I even got up to get the camera.But the picture didn't turn out to be like what it was.I tried to change things but it didn't work.
This is when I get pissed off and so never bother to try the next time.
Yesterday the sky was black and there were low reddish-brown clouds gliding across.
They were moving very fast.Like they show in discovery channel.
I have always thought that someone must've kept a camera there for a long time and then just fast forwarded the clip.Maybe that's how they show eggs cracking and buds flowering.
But I was talking about things I remember and when I started writing about the moon, I meant the day I saw the big,reddish moon from the kitchen window.
Oh and there was also the big moon last 31st.
I stood in the middle of the road,pointed up and shouted,"Look! Beeeeegg moon."
I was told to shut up and come stand on the footpath.
That day was fun.
That way a lot of days have been a lot of fun.
I'm glad I know the people I know.
I really am.
I cant start off on people stories.
I am just paranoid.
Trying to wrap up everything in a blog post.
I should go do my physics project.
8 comments:
ah, memories!
much more important than a physics project.
although that's a sort of memory too, i suppose.
yeah.
i guess it is.
it was ONE COMPLETELY FORGED PROJECT.
i sat,back-calculated and made up the whole experiment.
it was a PAIN.
i was sitting at 430 in the morning ironing pages.
paranoid????
that doesn't fit with trying to put everything into a single post, apurva. especially when you're supposed to be doing your important isc physice project and take off to write a blog post on memories you'll never forget anyway but don't want anyone else to forget either.
it's a really really bad LONELY feeling when the people you've shared something with don't remember what you remember.
and this post needs part 2 and 3 and 4 and on and on and on.
do you remember "on and on and on"?
im glad im me.im glad im alive. im glad i lived. im glad i had fun. im glad i made my choices. im glad i missed a lot of opportunities. im glad i did other things when i was supposed to be doing something else. im glad im a procrastinator. im glad im glad.
we are not dying, you know.
were only 17 to be 18 and will not forget.
and well have more and more things to remember.
an well have so much more fun in the future that well always be happy.
and we WILL talk every other day. at least, every month. hell, i never did talk to everyone every week.
so DONT be a pessimist.
we are all alive. and we try not to change.
and although people have changed already, we know what its like so we won't lose what we have now.
we wont. we wont. we wont.
there's another voice in my head, you know, that i'm trying to shut up by writing looooong comments.
were alive. and one day it will matter.
i dont want to comment.
but i cant help it.
apurva.
you know what im thinking.
because you always do.
so does rajasee.
WE KNOW.
i was hoping you'd update but you haven't so anyway...
dumb girl.
Hehe.
I didn't even read that.
Hehe.
Now I shall annoy you.
Hehe.
Hehe.
Hehe.
Hehe.
People should read this.
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